Future? Where? Where should I heading to?

Generally speaking, I do feel indecisive at times. I do not know what to do for my next steps. Even I have already make my decision at one point, but I pull myself back after that.

Every day I am figuring what do I like the most? Can I incorporate those what I like into my working jobscope in the future?

There's always one conflict in my mind. Get paid VS able to do own stuff & have more free time. That's rather impossible. But I hope this is it.

I love cooking. I love baking. I love fitness. I love gym. I love science. I love theories. That's what I am certain of. But, love and passion is two different kind of thing, so I am not sure if I can include them together- to work on the stuff that I love to do.

I guess I will be a dreamer then. :P hehe.