The phase of my life...

The phase of my life now is uncertainty - Doris

After watching "Pursuit of happyness" and the "Crocodile in the Yangtze", I have a different angle of looking at my life now.

Over this weekend, I really get inspired by these two movies. Despite both of them are from the different movie plot, they have the same teaching lessons: Never give up, Have a dream, Have Values.

In Pursuit of happyness, I can see that Will Smith and Jayden Smith really are good actors. They brought out the tears in me. What a truly inspiring movie, where you can learn not to give up so easily on your dreams, your passion.

Chris Gardner faces different phase of life. Being placed in position on facing financial difficulties, break ups, distress moment, he still will be able to continue to find ways to get to become what he is today, an entrepreneur/ stockbroker.

Here are some of my favourite quotes from the movie:

24th Birthday 2016

This 24th Birthday gave a lot of insight to me.

Reflecting time, I have been facing a lot of Ups and Downs since my 23rd Birthday until now.
I have undergo depression, anxiety, excitation, happy, anger and a lot more.

I have graduated on November 2016. I knew it is going to be the time for me to decide where I am going to. Seeing friends having constant jobs, having master to pursue, having StartUps to do or whatsoever. Yet, I am still here looking down on my feet, thinking which path should I step into.
I know, and I really understand I have been wasting so much time figuring and playing the guessing game. Time waits for no one and it is gold. I always chose to stop thinking and in the end stop giving myself a chance to make myself a decision.


But, what makes me feel happy the most is I always have friends constantly giving me support and consultation. Well, I am serious and no kidding on this matter. No matter where I go, I surely have support and help from majority of friends and also my family of course ( my dai kor, my er go, my xiao kor, and my babi). The people that surrounds always give me so much of energy and motivation, which keeps me going on my path. I couldn't finish counting and naming them all. And I am really blessed of having all these people surround me. Some of them also gave me the deepest insight and outsmart me on every situation. That's the greatest gift I have ever received in my life and I have no regrets.

I hope, within the timeframe of my 24th Birthday to 25th, I am going to live to the fullest and greatest one regardless of which path I am taking. I know I am going to make it and I know I will. :)