Forgiveness

When deep injury is done to us, we never recover until we forgive.
Forgiveness does not change the past, but it enlarge the future.

Forever Love

it's always i have been thinking that..there is no "FOREVER LOVE" exists in this world....

it's until i realize..this...
love, is a amazing thing
love, is a sweet thing
love, is a really sweet thing..

:)



well, i didnt experience it by my own of course.. cant blame on either one of us..perhaps that I'm not the lucky 1............but i have experienced it through other's ppl love, that's a great thing too.. :)


at first, i never expect the guy will love her again... as she is growing older, paler at her age...she's growing a bit too old compared to others at this age..
Also, she lost all her hair, she lost her beauty, she lost her everything...including her ability to read, write, walk, talk, think... everyone thinks that she is useless and cant do anything meaningful in her life anymore....
Would you guys out there want your girl like that?? of course not, right? However, he is the one, keeps taking care of her, replace her "housewives" place to do all the house chores, settling every problem that he faced....

he started to cook every day, wash clothes, bath her, accompany her..almost 24/7 never leave her alone....guess who is that??.. well, that's my Dad... :)
I still remembered an incident..my mum was tidak sempat go toilet and defaecate... then the "shit" was overflowed down the floor.. my dad still clean it up by him own self...

The things i feel glad is..my dad never giv up mum...he keeps on smiling when he sees and talk to her..that's the love i can feel.....

last night, i went into their room, i saw my dad holding my mum's hand..... that's really sweet...for u guys maybe it's nothing..but i really can feel there's the existence of forever love in this world...

and, too, i couldn't think how's their life will be if i leave them...there will only be 2 old persons at house.....I'm not willing to leave them alone like that...I don want to be so cruel......this is my promise.

Hmm..my blog maybe boring..but im expressing my feel towards this topic.....I'm really in love! in love with their love....u know what i mean? Hah! :)

started slimming plan

today school reopen, a lot of my friends notice that im become fatter

that's the saddest news i have ever got..T.T

decided to start it over again..

lunch : herbalife

Dinner : Egg tart, 2 kaya bread, 1 chicken wings..........

actually dinner jz only wan to drink herbalife..but what to do im always having a big appetite after i sleep for a whole afternoon....
suan liao... =.=" jiayou

fatty day~

as i said i eat a lot.....sushi, pizza those....

went to pizza junction at jalan song today...
it's empty and only left angel n I alone O.O
thus we ordered 1 kaya banana pizza and aloha flavoured pizza
i didn't expect it will b so nice..until i finish off them by myself n find them real nice!

can compare wif pizza hut la.. everyone should try it out... :) didnt post any photo about the pizza junction place and oso the FOOD, coz I'm not too used to be a blogger and not so observant yet and AFTER i ate all of them i jz realized that i forgot to take pic of it..sorry yea...next time ler :( apologies~

no inspiration, no motivation, no nothing..

no intention to write these blogs again... but i cant abandon it for too long if not it will become a lapsap blog lah...

although my blogs mostly r depression and express about sadness and most importantly my language isn't real good and isn't too "attractive" like Kenny Sia's blog ( I love reading his blog :p ), it's still MY OWN REAL BLOG :D

i've been eating too much recently..today ate nasi lemak, sushi(it's real a lot), PIZZA FROM PIZZA JUNCTION REGULAR SIZE( damn i blame myself tat why i forgot to give angel another half of it) ...See...i ate so much damnit so fking damnit!!!!!!!!
i really cant stop myself from eating..the stomach send message to my brain that im full already, but my brain still pushing me to eat more(excuses -.- actually sendiri mahu eat 1 ) hahaha




so, i think my weight will rise higher~~~~~~~ WOOHOOOOO! i think that is why my weight so hardly drop.. from may till nw only drop few kgs..dats ain't enough.. =.="
Oh NO i DON REALLY WANT TO BACK TO OBESE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! hell hell no~










GOD PLEASE DON PUNISH ME I BEG U ~~~~ i promise tmr i wont eat like tat again..really really..i guai guai exercise........PLeaSE DONNNNNN T_T

我的快乐记忆2

在父亲节里，我送了爸爸我亲自做的卡片。还有和小哥一起买的钱包。。或许爸爸会高兴吧。。因为我们都还有诚意呢！！我当天也叫小哥买一些菜回来配饭吃哈哈。。多有心啊。。当天大哥生病， 所以不能过来老家帮爸爸庆祝，所以由我和小哥来代班招待他们咯哈哈。。还有我第一次和妈妈拍大头照呢！








这拜四和拜五（就是今天）是我校的运动会。。。但我七点多就和朋友逃出来了。。在附近公园疯！！ 哈哈！然后十一点要去enter K 唱 k...我也答应angel这是我们最后一次出来玩了。。因为要面对spm examination le...下面有我的自拍照片。。 看看我的腿还是那么的肥 =.=...我们的K　ｒｏｏｍ　就是上次我和ｓｈａｎｋ　ａｎｄ　ａｎｇｅｌ　一样的包厢。。我坐的位子也是跟上次一样。。我还怀念你的影子。其实我并没有完全把你忘掉，有时还渴望你找我，　把我追回来。。我也暗示你叫你好好做工，因为代表我在给你机会的。可是，　我还不懂你对我死心了吗？因为你最近都不找我，是不是开始讨厌我了呢？

我的快乐记忆

其实有很多事要写在blog上的， 但可惜没时间， 所以打算一次讲完比较好。。
在某天的假期里，我还有joyce, angel, fabian, jason and fong ran 去jimmy的家唱k..他的家好大好大beyond my imagination @_@...我们玩得很快乐， 也唱了很多首歌， 好开心。。到10多才回到家。。






20.6 是我校的义卖会， 各个摊位都举行得如火如荼。。更让我佩服的是， 我们的学校竟然有安排马好骑。。可惜我我没有去骑它。。T.T 过后我们到bio lab 看到有被jie po的青蛙和老鼠。。很可怜哦。〉。<..过后我又到monica haircut那里修修头发弄弄发型。。。我几满意一下。。。哈哈。。

犹豫着。。。

license拿到了，也觉得时间消逝得很快， 我们的时间永远都不会停留在那时刻的， 我们也会逐渐变老的。。。这就是人生吧！penggal 1 考卷都分完了， 成绩很多都退步了， 当然有少数是有进步啦。。我就想。。惨了，都已经过了大半年了， 还是很差劲，接下来怎样去面对重大的考试呢？
还有一个烦恼就是我还不知道自己要做什么将来， 看着身边的朋友都有志愿，而我呢？还mongchacha 的。又想要到新加坡读nursing(突然有这样的想法）-_-" 但是又放不下家人。。也不知道怎样才好。。朋友又说中六很难的，不懂啦。。等我的成绩出再拿给我大哥决定吧。。。 父亲节要到了。。还没准备礼物。。惨了！！！！！！！！

父母

今早我在报纸上看到一篇有意义的文笔。。。。。希望每个人看到将会有感触。。。

十年前我们是父母的孩子；

十年后我们是孩子的父母。

十年前我不知道家的温馨；

十年后我才体会家的温暖。

十年前我渴望离家去远方；

十年后我渴望从远方回家。

十年前我对父母大吵大嚷；

十年后我希望父母再骂我一次。



p/s: 这让我感触了很多东西。。。尤其是我现在身边的父母。。。。

初二- 拜年

早上，我和家人去外婆家吃饭。。。
我们在她老人家又谈天的， 又联络
感情的。。哈哈。。而我的亲戚都在那儿玩着
牌。。。过后我就和大嫂去上面跟cousin play UNO..
haha..
after that...
our aunty had finished cooking the dishes.....
lets see how delicious is it . ;p

















after that...i asked my dad fetch me to ANGEL's house....to prepare to go sinchien house...den go dr LAU de house :p..I've take pic with angel and siaw hui ^^





then then...we tumpang sin chien de car go DR.Lau's house(which is our form teacher) ;p
but cant take any of her pic..so sad....and the light is quite dark..so cant c really clear....and most of our classmates are there!! and we do play something like...*bullshyt* too ;p




that's all for today..and we went home around 9....and dr.lau's sister is wise i noe....she fetch me home :)

HAPPY CNY

I just ate CNY food just now...how to say ah.. 除夕夜。。我们吃团圆饭。。大嫂煮得好好吃哦。。。 〉。< 很难控制哦。。但说实在的，我吃一点点而已（比之前少啦！），肚子就涨风得不得了。。。为什么叻哈？？？ 好伤心哦。。。。要新年了，但肚子不是很好。。唉。。 叫小哥陪我到外面走1 圈， 可是还是很涨咯。。。几伤心一下。。 T.T 唉。。没办法咯。。只好忍着。。。但今天我真的好肥咯。。。下午吃PASTA(CHEESE) ， 晚上吃饭加这么多好吃的菜。。今晚一定要好好的做运动。。。还有哦。。我不知不觉觉得身体很冷。。人家觉得热我觉得冷啦！我大概有一点感冒了。。。惨 T.T 哈哈。。。我怎么不知不觉写起华语来？？没关系啦。。哈哈。。。要祝我身边的人。。。新的一年，就要活得更充实，健康。。。。 还有， 不要放太多鞭炮哦。。 :P

transformation? will it happen?

I love this pic though...but Im fat inside =.=..need to jyjy keep fit le..... :)

can my fren, angel and I be tranferred into slim, pretty girls? we will see..and angel, we must ganbate keep fit... ^^ Don blame me on putting this ugly pics...Im ugly inside here too =_=

silent tears

why do i always forgot what I suppose and not suppose to do..i shouldnt simply scold it and blame it...ai... hope i change my attitude....I donwan to be so "panas baran" lol... and i wont forget how the way i made u cry...even u dont cry it loudly, but I still know it hurts...well I'm hurt too..but I'm sorry that I'm too over.......today u hav help me set up the treadmill ^^ it wasted u a lot time to set up it..tats why u nag on it...but im trying to control myself.....and satisfy what u need de... anyway just thanks =) i wont forget the thing i have promised u all <333 muacks... I will shed off those fatty acids =_= god pls giv me a thing called determination XDDDD

p/s : a lot broken english..pls forgive me XD

new day new life...wish i could have the guts to go for jogging

find swimming partner

adui...its so hard to find partner to go swim together..i just not used to be alone...and Im shy enough :S
haha..any1 who is free join me >.<

YES the game has started

i have received the products last thursday..damn fast wei...after ordering the next day then send to my house... I am so happy..and I started the program on last thursday night... the drink is ok... =)
now is the third day perhaps?? o.o? haven see the effect yet(not so fast la) :p but i cannot happy and excited too early yet...later really no effect then money wasted T_T i am thinking for doing the water park member for 3 months...RM165..reasonable? since the entrance fee is RM5.50... so expensive..so just pay for 3 months then reasonable loh..but I wonder can i always go there to swim? do i have time? lol!