8/9/12
Losing You
Sometimes I wish I can be your a part
Be your special person
What hurts the most
It's broken dreams instead
Please don't leave me hanging
I swear
U were everything that I wanted
Since a very long time ago
Reminiscing the young days I try to
Try to peek you at the very side corner in school
Attending every class that I could keep my eyes on you
Going to which ever events
So I could look at your face and smile.
Every day I seek for your presence
Seek for your attention
Seek for your arrival
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you.
I wouldn't insist calling this love
I would say I used to being with each other
When I was young
Maybe I was wrong?
Falling in love with the wrong person
That never even realize how deeply I fall into
"We were meant to each other
Until we were torn apart with a distance"
But no
I realize that it's only myself
Thinking loads of broken dreams
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you as my dream
Been thinking too much of these impossibilities
But It's time to stop dreaming & set it free
I will be myself always, anyways.
7/7/12
Huge distance from you
Words couldn't express how it feels
Remain silent may be the best thing to do
Remain disappearance may be the best thing to do
Triggering the rage between the unexpected incidents
It could be a heart broke
It could be an end
It could be an awkward memories
Tear dripping couldn't washed away the pain
Keep holding on the hardest part
Couldn't let it go
I'm sorry
I know I'm not the best
Please relieve me and forgive
I can to be a null existence to you
I Love You, my beloved Friendship.
Remain silent may be the best thing to do
Remain disappearance may be the best thing to do
Triggering the rage between the unexpected incidents
It could be a heart broke
It could be an end
It could be an awkward memories
Tear dripping couldn't washed away the pain
Keep holding on the hardest part
Couldn't let it go
I'm sorry
I know I'm not the best
Please relieve me and forgive
I can to be a null existence to you
I Love You, my beloved Friendship.
3/3/12
Dilemma
time passed so fast that without everyone realising it's march and we're getting our stpm result on next wednesday.
talking about results makes me go deep into dilemma what course n what uni should i be taking...
it's so struggling to choose the course i want. I'm glad that there's always have person who give me detail n support me.. but the last decision is still on my hand. i just hope to close my eyes n wait until the result releasing day then i think of what course i take. this is the most scariest n adrenaline rushing part :(
another dilemma of mine. ... i really do care.. but why things always don't go our way? i wish for the friendship never ends even if we're separate in uni life.. i hate the awkwardness.. i want everything to be normal. i miss of making u laugh, listening to what u said, eating with u, fetching u out, talking promises with u, learning guitar with u, losing weight ex with u... :)
i hope for the best... i hope everything remain the same.... i hope we won't changed. pleaded....
talking about results makes me go deep into dilemma what course n what uni should i be taking...
it's so struggling to choose the course i want. I'm glad that there's always have person who give me detail n support me.. but the last decision is still on my hand. i just hope to close my eyes n wait until the result releasing day then i think of what course i take. this is the most scariest n adrenaline rushing part :(
another dilemma of mine. ... i really do care.. but why things always don't go our way? i wish for the friendship never ends even if we're separate in uni life.. i hate the awkwardness.. i want everything to be normal. i miss of making u laugh, listening to what u said, eating with u, fetching u out, talking promises with u, learning guitar with u, losing weight ex with u... :)
i hope for the best... i hope everything remain the same.... i hope we won't changed. pleaded....
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1/14/12
15 january 一个我深爱的人
人家每次说母爱是最大最高尚的。。十分同意
好想念我当年年轻有伟的妈妈
妈妈就像当年一样陪我去买新衣，尤其是在快要过年期间，去买年货
现在虽然是和爸爸一起买年货，大扫除，煮菜，讲心事。可是少了妈妈的左右真的是不是滋味
我真的好想和妈妈逛街，买衣服，讲心事（女人之间会比较懂对方嘛），做蛋糕（我妈很厉害做蛋糕哦，菜kueh我妈也会！），煮菜（妈强项），缝衣服（我妈超超超强项，我的小学，中学校衣都是妈妈亲手做的），我妈可以说是女超人。。我找不到一个能代替在我妈心目中的位置了
想想当年趣事，我小学一二年级时当我妈驾过kfc或pizzahut时， 我都会吵到妈妈不耐烦然后带我去吃，我想想也笑了， 因为没想到我小小年纪就能征服妈妈 :p
还有一幕是我很小很小的时候，大概四岁吧，就那一片刻在我脑海里是多么的深刻。 妈替我冲好了凉就帮我扣上了钮扣，然后哄着我说，等一下在楼下喝牛奶加"shudabing"(饼干)。还记得那时后我听了十分开心。真的想起来让我温馨了很多。
真的超想念的！要谢谢你伟大的妈妈~我爱你~
好想念我当年年轻有伟的妈妈
妈妈就像当年一样陪我去买新衣，尤其是在快要过年期间，去买年货
现在虽然是和爸爸一起买年货，大扫除，煮菜，讲心事。可是少了妈妈的左右真的是不是滋味
我真的好想和妈妈逛街，买衣服，讲心事（女人之间会比较懂对方嘛），做蛋糕（我妈很厉害做蛋糕哦，菜kueh我妈也会！），煮菜（妈强项），缝衣服（我妈超超超强项，我的小学，中学校衣都是妈妈亲手做的），我妈可以说是女超人。。我找不到一个能代替在我妈心目中的位置了
想想当年趣事，我小学一二年级时当我妈驾过kfc或pizzahut时， 我都会吵到妈妈不耐烦然后带我去吃，我想想也笑了， 因为没想到我小小年纪就能征服妈妈 :p
还有一幕是我很小很小的时候，大概四岁吧，就那一片刻在我脑海里是多么的深刻。 妈替我冲好了凉就帮我扣上了钮扣，然后哄着我说，等一下在楼下喝牛奶加"shudabing"(饼干)。还记得那时后我听了十分开心。真的想起来让我温馨了很多。
真的超想念的！要谢谢你伟大的妈妈~我爱你~
1/12/12
New year 2012
It's new year now hooray..Do i have resolutions?
even i have one i know myself that I sure won't go and achieve it (being honest:p)
Unless I really want it,needs determination tho...
Just hoping bad and sad things happened in 2011 can go away from me =(
Being emo for these days, I'm thinking of that dude again. Yeah that dude as most of my friend know it (as I always menghebohkan in front of d frens)But I bet that dude never know and never care. He's only been here once in awhile due to further studies. But I kinda satisfied that we met for first, short date( I would call that a date, and I really appreciate it) Having him as my crush since secondary school. But maybe it's me having not enough guts to tell him straight. Being complicated n confusion inside my heart is killing me at times. It's been long time I haven't inbox him but why do I feel a sudden emo? It's bcoz when i was working i saw one guy that look alike with him. He definitely got his nose, eyes, mouth, and everything. I think it's nearly 90% similar :p Especially his glaze. The way that guy look into me is like my crush looking at me. (to be straight, the stranger guy that i met is the very handsome version of him, but who cares~ I fall for d real person) :p
When I listened to some of d English songs, I'll think of d moments.. Coz we used to share, listened n downloaded songs together. Damn, I'm being so obsessed now. It cant be help. But it's still the best memories, yea?
and OH well, just got my MUET result. Just can say Wasted my money for having second test. First test still better. :S
Confusing about which uni to take now.. Was being childish and wanted to follow at uk but seems impossible.. being back to reality, for good sake, local U is my choice after all. :)
even i have one i know myself that I sure won't go and achieve it (being honest:p)
Unless I really want it,needs determination tho...
Just hoping bad and sad things happened in 2011 can go away from me =(
Being emo for these days, I'm thinking of that dude again. Yeah that dude as most of my friend know it (as I always menghebohkan in front of d frens)But I bet that dude never know and never care. He's only been here once in awhile due to further studies. But I kinda satisfied that we met for first, short date( I would call that a date, and I really appreciate it) Having him as my crush since secondary school. But maybe it's me having not enough guts to tell him straight. Being complicated n confusion inside my heart is killing me at times. It's been long time I haven't inbox him but why do I feel a sudden emo? It's bcoz when i was working i saw one guy that look alike with him. He definitely got his nose, eyes, mouth, and everything. I think it's nearly 90% similar :p Especially his glaze. The way that guy look into me is like my crush looking at me. (to be straight, the stranger guy that i met is the very handsome version of him, but who cares~ I fall for d real person) :p
When I listened to some of d English songs, I'll think of d moments.. Coz we used to share, listened n downloaded songs together. Damn, I'm being so obsessed now. It cant be help. But it's still the best memories, yea?
and OH well, just got my MUET result. Just can say Wasted my money for having second test. First test still better. :S
Confusing about which uni to take now.. Was being childish and wanted to follow at uk but seems impossible.. being back to reality, for good sake, local U is my choice after all. :)
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